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| This is my one and only life, and it is a great and terrible and short and endless thing, and none of us come out of it alive. Men hate to cry, they rarely ever do. But, when a man cries over you,
you know he loves you. Because men only cry when they lost something or
are afraid of losing something that they love as much or more than
themselves. We run back to each other when it's convenient. We know that in the
end, we're meant for each other but not for right now. So we play these
games, act like we're okay when one of us has someone else. When in
reality it tears us apart to know that we can be happy with someone else.
But it's that slight hope that we will end up together that always keeps
us running back for more. Taking chances on the rooftops of your hometown,
you're so cute when your feet make love to the ground.
And you've got such lovely blue eyes, can't forget
about the stars and your night skies
I guess this, I guess this is all right. i walked away but you were always on my mind.
i was scared that you would never come alive.
there for me when i was scared of you.
you were there for me when i wasn't there for you. i want to be beautiful, make you stand in awe;
look inside my heart and be amazed.
i want to hear you say who i am is quite enough. Have you ever noticed that there is always
that particular line in that certain song that
always stands out in a certain way & it reminds
you of that one person you can't forget? I like you. You're funny, and you're nicely shaped. And frankly - It's
ludicrous to have these interlocking bodies and not... interlock. some couples get into the habit of saying i love you. maybe they still
believe they really do love each other, but once they let actually
saying it become mechanical... the relationship is lost. saying i love you
must always feel amazing and special both to the person saying it and
who they are saying it to. it's the only way to be sure a love is true.
and baby, i've got that with you. You just said, "Relax, I'm only pretending to play God.
It's a one time thing, I promise. besides, I can quit when I want."
And then the rain fell onto our eyelashes.
We closed our eyes on that Tuesday night and held our hands together.
But nothing ever happened, and nothing ever will. You're home now curled up with your chin to your knee.
Does it hurt to breathe? Just don't go to sleep.
Loose lips, wide hips, you don't have to beg. | | |
| How ya been, lovlies? =][= There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love.
~1 John 4:18 (NIV)~ and she smiled and everything was well
but she is broken now and she tries to clear her head
this girl's got too much blood in her alcohol stream
she wants to let it all out
she wants to scream
~me~ People should take their "I want you to like me" stickers off of their foreheads and put them where they'd really do some good - on their mirrors. Secrets kill and baby, I'm dying. I like you. You're funny, and you're nicely shaped. And frankly - It's ludicrous to have these interlocking bodies and not... interlock. ive become used to those long phone calls late at night. i dont think ill ever stop waiting up late for them. you deserve to be with someone who makes you happy. sombody who doesnt complicate your life. someone who wont hurt you. He's that guy that you'd want to hang out with even if you weren't dating him, & he's cute in that kinda way that's sorta like..You know in the movies that guy you want the girl to end up with that everybody pretends isn't cute, but he really is. I want to be able to like you.
But I have to pretend to be someone else around you.
I want to be able to lose myself in those eyes.
But I can't be anyone but me.
~me~ And im crying here now baby cause i know i done wrong
And youll never guess that lonliness had me cheatin all along
And with a million miles between us i couldnt keep hold of my heart
And with a bottle of booze coursin through me im bound to tear you apart.
~words_are_bullets~ Song of the Day: Fake It
Seether Who's to know if your soul will fade at all
The one you sold to fool the world
You lost your self-esteem along the way
Yeah
Good god you're comin up with reasons
Good god you're dragging it out
Good god its the changing of the seasons
I feel so raped
SO FOLLOW ME DOWN
And just fake it if you're out of direction
Fake it if you don't belong
Fake it if you feel like infection
Woah you're such a fuckin hipocrite
And you should know that the lies wont hide your falls
No sense in hiding all of yours
You gave up on your dreams along the way
Yeah
Good god your comin up with reasons
Good god your dragging it out
Good god its the changing of the seasons
I feel so raped
SO FOLLOW ME DOWN
And just fake it if you're out of direction
Fake it if you don't belong
Fake it if you feel like infection
Woah you're such a fuckin hipocrite
Whoah Whoah
I can fake with the best of anyone
I can fake with the best of em all
I can fake with the best of anyone
I can fake it all
Who's to know if your soul will fade at all
The one you sold to fool the world
You lost your self-esteem along the way
Yeah
Good god you're comin up with reasons
Good god you're dragging it out
Good god its the changing of the seasons
I feel so raped
SO FOLLOW ME DOWN
And just fake it if your out of direction
Fake it if you don't belong
Fake it if you feel like infection
Woah you're such a fuckin hipocrite
Fake it if you're out of direction
Fake it if you don't belong
Fake it if you feel like infection
Woah your such a fuckin hyocrite | | |
| Aah, Romance is indeed in the air.
And I am indeed heartbroken as usual.
So it's time for some Quotes.
Even the sad ones make me feel better. How bout you?
<3 BB --Comments are aMaZiNg-- ps-- Not giving credit anymore unless it is your own original quote. =] So make sure if I get my quotes from ur site and you have written them and there is no credit, that u give me a shout to let me know and I can fix it up real nice for ya. ENJOY! finally he made it clear, finally she made her move
focus now, dont give up hope there's always something you can do
to make it through, you've got so much to prove I think im finally letting go of the past.
im burning bridges of friendships that never shoulda last.
cutting off all ties to those who bring me down
yeah im screaming but the music is drowning out the sound.
oh im dying, crying, trying to fix this mess
i say im scared to lose you, im more scared of loneliness.
~words_are_bullets~ What I thought was a dream
Was as real as it seemed
I made a mistake
~Flipsyde~ i live where the kids are high and the grades are low.
if you have a secret here, everyone knows. i don't believe in the word "regret"
i believe in the phrase:
you fucked up and now you learned from it The tears stream down her face
For her lover has left this place
She'll never forget his lovely face
Oh how she wishes to get away from this place
~me~ he knew he made a mistake.
you could see it in his face,
every time she walked into the room,
he wished he hadn't done that to her. you twisted and turned all the love that we made. I cannot hold on and I cannot let go. When you realize she never wanted you,
don't you dare use me like she used you.
You filled a spot in her heart until someone
she really wanted came into her life.
Don't you dare try doing that to me.
I know the tricks, boy.
I'm over it, boy.
~me~ When our hearts raced, we both won. every addiction was just a way to treat the same problem. drugs or overeating or alcohol or sex, it was all just another way to find peace. to escape what we know, our education, our bite of the apple. language she said, was just our way to explain away the wonder and glory of the world. she said people can't deal with how beautiful the world really is. how it can't be explained and understood. The days continue to pass her by
Everything she does without him is a lie
She knows when his spirit passes by
He's always with her, that's no lie.
~me~ Song of the Day: Leave Out All the Rest
Linkin Park I dreamed I was missing
You were so scared
But no one would listen
Cause no one else cared
After my dreaming
I woke with this fear
What am I leaving
When I'm done here
So if you're asking me
I want you to know
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
And don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating
I've shared what I made
I'm strong on the surface
Not all the way through
I've never been perfect
But neither have you
So if you're asking me
I want you to know
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some
Reasons to be missed
Don't resent me
And when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory
Leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest
Forgetting
All the hurt inside
You've learned to hide so well
Pretending
Someone else can come and save me from myself
I can't be who you are
I can't be who you are | | |
| Here's an update finally =] I know i told you i was over this
but i really miss you
the feeling in my stomach hasn't left yet
~Lauren_gott_crunkk~ I'm never a priority in your life, I'm just your backup plan.
~Smallville~ I'm on my knees and screaming at the clouds ;; tears fall from the sky. Hate is a four letter word and love is a four letter lie.
~stepha16nicole03~ Remember me? I'm the girl who threw us away. I'm the girl who was afraid of what would happen and ran. In the back of my mind I wish you would have followed me, but you didn't. So hello, sucks to see you again.
~??~ I used to stand for something. now I'm on my hands and knees.
~lovelovelove_quotesx3~ What we do for ourselves dies with us.
What we do for others and
the world remains and is immortal.
~Albert Pine c/o Quote__Outlet~ last night i sat in my backyard. looking up
at the stars. for each star, i thought of a
reason why i love you. then i ran out of stars
~SatinBreeze109~ always smile in the morning ;; it makes people wonder what you did last night
~stepha16nicole03~ it's okay. it's okay to want someone you can't have. it's okay to keep friendships when you don't want them, or want something more. it's okay to cry when you're hurt, and it's okay to stay mad at someone who hurt you. believe it or not, it's always going to be okay.
~stepha16nicole03~ I feel old. I know I'm growing up finally. I'm getting a job, driving my own car, staying out late, and making different friends. It's a scary thought, losing these people I once was close to because I'm just too old to deal with their drama. Growing up was never what I wanted to do...
~me~ I miss the moments when you made me shiver.
~lovelovelove_quotesx3~ I can't keep holding on to you. You've left me with an ache in my heart too many times. I've got to leave. I won't be coming back this time.
~me~ shes sitting on the street corner
tears rolling down her face
looking for a friendly stranger
to help her escape this place
but the wait lasts for hours
and a stranger never comes
so with dreary eyes and a cigarette
she makes her way back home.
~words_are_bullets~ I'm not the girl I used to be. I admit, a lot of shit got to me.
~lovelovelove_quotesx3~ I need you, mommy.
But you don't want to believe
I'm as messed up as I am.
I need you, daddy.
But you never wanted me.
I need you, boy.
But you're too busy
not caring about me at all.
I need you, sister.
But you're living your
own life now.
I need you, friend.
Thanks for being the only one
that never let me down.
~me~ <33 Sorry it took so long!
Keep the comments coming
And I'll update as soon as I can! | | |
| Well, it seems I am not a priority to my parents, so it's taking longer to get my computer fixed than I thought. I do, however, have unrestricted access to their computer, it's just that I have absolutely no files with any of my saved quotes, pictures, icons, or lyrics. So I'll update... but they're gonna be plain. I also won't be able to post sister sites for a while so I'm very sorry to those sites. I need a new background... someone send me some ideas u like... Something cool, not too flashy, nothing moving, and not whoadang bright colors. <33 --Update Soon!-- | | |
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